Was it just me, or did Tim Gunn say something to the effect of "I have to go throw myself in front of a taxi cab after I slit my wrists!" -- in the previews for next week's Project Runway...? BECAUSE LOL TIM GUNN. <33333

Here are some random tidbits. RANDOM YAY!

1.) HEY MTV, FUCK YOU. THIS IS NOT NEEDED. NOT AT ALL.

2.) aklsjdfkldsjfjk VEGAS. CRISS ANGEL. WADE ROBSON. CIRQUE DU SOLEIL. The new pictures! The second picture -- the grayish dress with all the swirls on it = OMG <3333. AND THE BLACK OUTFIT IN THE THIRD ROW IS CREEPY. LOOK AT HER NAILS. D: I CAN'T WAIT.

3.) It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia season 4!: "It's our funniest season yet, I think," said McElhenney, who'd only part with one plotline, though that one's probably enough to set the tone: "We get addicted to eating human meat."

4.) NEW ROBOT FOES FROM TERMINATOR SALVATION -- EWWW HYDRABOTS.

In other news, MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE AT DRAGON*CON? SERIOUSLY? Oh snap~ :O

The Fall is still playing in Shirlington when I thought it would be out of that theater like two weeks ago. IT IS CALLING TO ME. D:

LOL, 99% on my Sci-Fi Lit final exam. <3333333333 And yes, of course I did the essay on Star Wars. XD


I can't even begin to get into all the awesomeness on American Gladiators tonight. WHAT IS THIS EIGHT NEW GLADIATORS SHIT? OMG. <3 I WANT TO SEE THE OTHER ONES.


Doctor for foot tomorrow morning. I hate not being able to walk right. I'm a naturally super fast walker and I speed walk everywhere and to have to like... hobble down the hallway at work makes me so angry.


dskjafksd this song is so Caedus. XD

I haven't had a bad dream in forever -- I can't remember the last time I even really dreamt at all and remembered it. BUT I HAD ONE LAST NIGHT, thanks to staying up until 4 and working on BS related things.

Yeah, and long story short it involved a bunch of these splicer bitches chasing me (jsdkfjaksjdfkjsd dr. ewwwwwwwwww). It was effing scary and gross and slimy and bloody. Yet kind of awesome.


THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME DREAM AGAIN, BIOSHOCK. HEART. XD

I can thank Allana for this icon. And Troy Denning.

...


So, thank you very much. XD

I started putting junk on my fanfiction.net account I got in '03 and never did anything with. I hate if I find a typo in a story and I have to go through all that crap to fix it, but whatever. I am also really OCD and am putting all my crap in date order -- starting with the first fanfic I ever wrote up to the latest, all fandoms. So there's gonna be a whole lotta stuff in there. :o

Although, I'm not sure if I'll put the multi-chapter stories on there in date order, cause I'm too lazy to upload the collective 70 chapters of Simply Being Loved/Urbania's Void right now. Maybe one day. Hehe.


(AHAHA ALANA'S THEME FROM PERSONA JUST CAME ON MAH WINAMP. I am so grateful Allana is nothing like Alana cause omg. Band-aid ho!)

Look! This is a cosplay icon (one of three -- TK, Peter McVries and the Rhythm Bandits! unf unf unf)! This means a cosplay post! And by that I mean... ANYONE HAVE ANY EXPERIENCE WITH COLORED CONTACTS? Places to get them? Advice? Anything?

As you can see, I am having too much fun with all the icon space. O_O And I'm only at 75.

I think I need more tarty Mace Windu icons.

Random self-note: channel surfing earlier, I passed the credits to the movie The Covenant, and I saw some guy who was in it named Frank Fontaine. I giggled, because I am a loser.

And that was my few minutes at the computer before bed -- goodnight omg. XD

HERE ARE SOME RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME AND ABOUT ME + FANDOM. I am bored and taking a break from writing a story. So you get some weird crap. SORRY. Hehe.

-- If you read a recent past entry you will know that I have an acute fear of vomit/vomiting. I can't hear it, I can't watch it, I can't do it. On movies and fictional TV shows it skeeves me out, but I can deal with it because I know it's fake. If it's a reality show or someone near me, I flip out. I can't watch Jackass/Wildboyz anymore because of this, because it is ALL STEVE-O DOES ANYMORE. D:

-- I kind of like the smell of paint and gas. Sitting at a gas station is bad because I will just be like, *SNORT*... I know, this is why I am the way I am. -_-

-- When I was in 8th grade, I watched WCW Wrestling. I wore NWO shirts to school and even went to the MCI Center to watch one of the Pay-Per-View big dealios. I had a lot of guy friends in Middle School, thanks to that. (Kidman & Big Sexy & Sting = love.)

-- I hate people. I really hate being around lots of people. Haaaate. But for some reason Disney World and Dragon*Con don't count.

-- I had a best friend named Heather in Elementary School. In second grade, we had the same Keds, the same pair of overalls and the same purple Beauty and the Beast lunchbox. We were the shit.

-- If I could live in any fictional city, it would be Midgar from Final Fantasy VII. Why? Because it is futuristic and sleazy. Other top choices. Lunarvale, Persona; Michaelangelo City, Galerians; Omikron (on Phaenon), Omikron: the Nomad Soul; the Los Angeles of 2019 as seen in Bladerunner, anywhere on Coruscant, Star Warzzzz -- and of course, Silent Hill.

-- If it wasn't for my stepbrother, Josh, who was sitting in the living room once when I was over at Dad's, playing Final Fantasy VII -- and going, "HEATHER, HEATHER, COME HERE THIS BITCH IN PINK DIES. YOU WILL LOVE IT BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL HATE HER." -- I would've never started playing video games like I do now.

-- I am depressed by the fact that I won't live to see the future -- cause I want to live in a place like in Bladerunner or Coruscant. It would be badass. Yay horribly urban and crazy high sprawl!

-- My first cosplay costume was Eriko Kirishima (Ellen) from Persona 2: Eternal Punishment. It was made in about two days before Katsucon 2001 and it was basically modified clearance clothes from Kohl's and a wig from a Sting-Wrestling makeup kit. XD I am still in love with cosplaying, even though my skills grow very, very slowly. Hehehehehe.

-- My first crushes were Bart Simpson (The Simpsons) and Raphael (TMNT). Later fictional crushes include Sirrus (Myst), Vincent Valentine (Final Fantasy VII) and Zell Dincht (Final Fantasy VIII). My favorite Sailor scout was Sailor Mars. I don't know what it is, I have a thing for the color red. Maybe this is why I am liking Darth Caedus so much. Yay favorite color phallic symbols! D:

-- If I am listening to a certain cd while I'm reading a book, they will be burned in my mind together FOREVER. Like Razorblade Suitcase by Bush is Myst: the Book of Atrus' soundtrack pretty much. And Becoming X by Sneaker Pimps goes hand in hand with Myst: the Book of D'ni. I can't hear "How Do" without crying my eyes out, thanks death of a major character. :(

-- The best soundtracks to game series go to Silent Hill (Akira Yamaoka) and Myst (Robyn Miller [Myst, Riven]/ Jack Wall [Myst III: Exile, Myst IV: Revelation] / Tim Larkin [URU, Myst V: End of Ages]) --- besides fitting said games amazingly, they are some of the best pieces of musical work in general. I could not live without these soundtracks.

-- Sometimes things in games really get to me. Poo on the whole "they aren't art" bullshit. The beginning of Dead Rising leaves a horrible pit in my stomach (the guy on the car, the woman jumping/getting pushed off the building -- all while I'm TAKING PICTURES OF IT) and makes me nervous and on edge when the game starts. I find myself wanting to get a discount on family therapy for Atrus' family by the time Myst IV: Revelation is over. I shed a tear or ten at Silent Hill 2. I do victory dances after boss fights. VIDEO GAMES ARE SRSBIDNESS. And they are art.

For real, how can stories alone and music alone and images alone and movies alone be art when something that is basically ALL OF THOSE THINGS COMBINED IS NOT? I REST MY CASE. [/phoenix]


And now I will get back to writing. Hehe.

IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY. MUAHAHAH~ <3333 omg classic. I adore his lack of rhythm and spastic two-stepping. omg and when he dances with the girls. HAHAH HEART. And at 2:40 when he REALLY STARTS GETTING DOWN. dslfjkasjd haehehhehehe I've watched it a billion times and every time for some damn reason I find myself giggling uncontrollably. LOVE.

This song is so effing magic. XD


EDIT: That is all totally Jacen Solo at a karaoke bar. The song, the hair, the horribly awesome awesomely horrible dancing and the hand motions. SRSLY.

"BUT YOU'RE SO FRESH~"


EDIT 2: OMG AND CLOSE UP, TWO-STEPPING GUY IS SURPRISINGLY HOT. :O! lhf askd ;f GOOD LAWD.

LOOK OUT. DARTH CAEDY HAS HIS STINK EYE ON YOU. YOU'LL BE D-E-D IN SEVEN DAYS! WAIT, HE HAS TO POST ON HIS MYSPACE ABOUT HIS HORRIBLE DAY AT THE MALL FIRST. ZEKK LEFT HIM TO HANG OUT WITH KYP TO PLAY SOME DDR AND CAEDY WAS A SAD PANDA BECAUSE HE HAS NO RHYTHM AND CANNOT DANCE LIKE THE OTHER BOYS. ;-;

HE ENDED UP HAVING TO HANG OUT WITH TOASTY!RAYNAR. Aaaaand that's never fun cause Raynar is not as hot as he used to be, therefore Caedy has no eye candy to occupy himself with. I'm sure he posted about that on his myspace too.

You can bet if I could draw, I would draw emo pictures of him like he was holding the camera at himself to take pictures looking wangsty and AWESOME-SAUCE -- you know, like these from Dragon*Con 2006 (see introduction/profile shots).

Best session in the random phone room at the Hyatt EVER.

Yeah, this is the point at night where I realize I need to go to sleep.

So I did the OPERATION BABE HUNT today in Persona 3 and I was cracking the hell up. I love when Junpei is like, "SHE'S SO CUTE... AND... SHE'S A ROBOT." And Akihiko and Junpei look at each other and then hang their heads in shame. Those boys are so adorable. XD

And after that, I was extremely bored.

( This is why I shouldn't be allowed to be bored. D: )

Seriously. I think I might go write or something useful now.

Persona 3 is tempting me back to it. LKFDJKLDJFKSF TOO STRONG TO RESIST.

She Wants Revenge tomorrow!

Aaaaaaand there is still smears of fake blood all over my hands. XD

One of the coolest moments in the third Pirates movie is during a black-out where you can only hear things -- I can't remember what exact scenes it's between. But the fact that they used actual ride/attraction dialogue from the parks in that black-out. I was all giddy. XD

Okay, bedtime. MUAH.

Finished fixing some horrible typos in Urbania's Void, like how did I not catch this shit before? Worked on the soundtrack a little and it is shaping up to be a cd full of batshit crazy. XD

ALSO, have I mentioned Yoohoo is the shit?

So alrey IMed me about two new Kenna songs he had downloaded whenever. Erin and Ronnie are at a Kenna concert tonight and I was like "HAHA so give me a Kenna fix cause I'm not there." I was excited because omg new Kenna. So he sends them and I get all ready to listen to them and the first one is pretty good. Kind of mellow and catchy, and for some reason reminds me of Chrono Cross (D:?). The second one, just ...what the shit? It's four minutes of like the same line over and over again and totally underwhelming ("apparently i better wise up about something. idk.") As for the third new song I have heard, the one in the PSP commercial -- pretty good, but kind of gets screamy at the chorus and meh. I have a bad feeling about the coming album and I'm not getting my hopes up. Sophomore slump wah wah waaaaaaaaah. But yeah, comparing these new songs to like... Freetime and Redman. D:

I need to go to Target tomorrow and get junk, also Joann's maybe, for fabric and patterns. I have the sudden urge to make a Rez outfit, which in turn, I guess, is an original outfit. O_O And tax return means crazy spending, which means like... new crazy video game system or something out there. Cause my return is OMG wtf is this!?

Speaking of batshit crazy, the kitten Maeby. If you touch her, she suddenly and instantly needs to bathe.

I think I might play some Digital Devil Saga this weekend. Those games are brilliant. <3 Brilllllliant~ XD

How effing cool it this?

EXCUSE ME WHILE I NERD OUT, THX. XD

Good news, kids. Zexion is still effing hot, and I think I want Blake Lewis' babies after tonight's performance. That bitch can sing Marc Anthony to me any day he wants, srsly.

But yeah, where Zexion looks at Xigbar's hand like it has cooties. I love. I really do.

This post was useless. But that's what everything has been like lately and I must fit the whole mood or I will throw the universe off. AND WE DON'T WANT THAT NOW, Y'HEAR?

Also, reading Legacy books again, since I haven't been falling asleep at my normal time lately. Must get everything straight in my head, will have to buy Bloodlines again. Finished Betrayal. Jacen is still hot if not hotter than the first time I read them. I mean, dude. He is a badass, horrible man and for some reason he's halfway between a Beautiful Disaster and a Hot Fucking Mess. And it is love.

If ya'll Star Wars thugs haven't listened to the Sacrifice audiobook excerpt (spooooooooilers), you should. Cause it's good. And when he does Leia's voice I giggle at the underlying phone sex tone.

And and and Ben.

And this song is sex in music form. Just like Your Joy Is My Low.

It is April Fool's Day and anything you or anybody else does or says will not be taken seriously by yours truly. This has just been a PSA from your friendly neighborhood me. XD

Now, time to go costume shopping and to get a new phone and to see Blades of Glory. And o shit, Vice City Stories, I love you. <3 Mmm, 80's.

So we didn't get to go to Baltimore this weekend because Valval and Bribri's flight was canceled (HAR HAR RANDOM WEATHER PATTERNS) and there was no point. Now we're going next weekend and omg zoo and aquarium and AMINALS. Heeee.

Tonight was fun. Erin came and picked us up and we went to get Ronnie, then we stopped by Pot. Mills, met up with Jake and I got a Dead Rising shirt that I wouldn't have seen if Jason didn't spot it. We then went to eat at Sakura and the chef threw like six shrimp at Jason -- he caught two. XD After that we went to Glory Days and Ronnie got a green beer. We all had drinks (mmm, fuzzy navel) and then Erin and I went over to Shopper's to get other assorted things (shopping list: booze, chips -- don't forget the milk!)... her and I went back to the house and the boys stayed at GD to wait for two of Jake's friends. Then the five of them came back to the house and we all sat around doing one of these things. Mortal Kombat (Jason, Ronnie, Jake, Nick, Jose); Hangman, srsly (Ronnie, Erin, Me); watching mega64.com videos (Ronnie, Erin, Me) or drinking (Ronnie, Me, Jake, Nick, Jose). Jake's friends had to leave and then the rest of us sat around and watched Ronnie kill zombies with a parasol and a lawnmower on Dead Rising.

That game makes me giggle like a schoolgirl. <3

We also talked about costumes (men in tights, hay) and gushed about 300.

I am going to order my Dragon*Con ticket tomorrow. XD

HAY JULIEN-K. WHERE IS YOUR CD? I STILL LOVE YOU, BUT I WANT IT TO COME OUT. IT'S BEEN LIKE THREE YEARS, YEAH? XD

I was debating on doing a Sirrus costume, not for anything imparticular (MAYBE FOR MYSTERIUM ONE YEAR WHEN I ACTUALLY CAN GO?)... Just to do it. It's an excuse to look evil and take pictures with pills and syringes and weapons (where the fuck do you get prop stuff like that anyways? O_o). Also, it means I get to make something up for what he looks like (I get to design something and brush up the sewing skills!) and it means I'm going to dress up like a male, again. For my own amusement. I think there is something wrong here.

Although, my favorite costumes have been my female ones (Tenel Ka & Ulala come to mind the fastest) -- dressing up like a boy and being super girly is damn fun - especially since I'm usually wanking the boy-characters horribly (*cough Henry Townshend + Eileen Barbie in cleavage*). See also, the female Mario costume, female Han costume and girly Cowboy. I so would've gotten my ass kicked if I was a Warrior.

I still have crossdressing!Jacen to add to my list. But I don't think Jason will go for dressing up like Tenel Ka. Although... he is big with muscles and I can be girly and obnoxious like mini!Jacen and oh my gawd it would be hilarious. XD "HAY I LUV U TENEL KA~~ MAH SNAKE 4 U!!11" .... "GET AWAY FROM ME YOU LITTLE SOLO BITCH GRRRRR. *flexes muscles*" Mmmm, I love fanwankstereotypes.

Well, I am adding two girl costumes to my list of possibles (Rachel - Hotel Dusk & Chloe - Touch Detective, natch. XD) --- plus Poison Ivy at D*C. XD So I'm not all... guy. O_o Or something.

It's only 12:30 and I'm already really out of it. What's the deal? XD

So you know all those disturbing memes that are like NAME TEN FANDUMZ GUYZ YOU WOULD BANG BRAINS OUT OF OF HAR HAR LIEK OMG and crap like that? I most definitely realized my top three are total calm, collected murdering bastards. Jacen Solo, Sirrus & James Sunderland. Is that bad?

Saw Reno 911! movie today -- laughed my ass off. I love after the credits when they are doing the metal detector wand robot dance. And the word douchenozzle. And Jim Dangle's first act of order in the Miami PD is cutting his pants off to shorts.

Panorama has a Luke now and a Han. And possibly a Leia. So this house would totally make one really effed up reality show. It will be classic. The rooms are already shaping up to be awesome -- especially concerning the number of beds and the snarky mind remarks characters are already making. Also, Revelry Junction is going to be one year old soon. I will celebrate nerdily accordingly when the time comes. XD

ALSO OMG. We saw a preview for Hot Fuzz and it looks fucking HILARIOUS. But then again, I loved Shaun of the Dead, so Simon Pegg can do anything. XD

o_hay_jedis - oh yes. <3 I am in love with this.

I was looking back at old conversations I have saved on the computer and I found my first use of the word "hobot" -- it was with Lorraine and we were talking about Pyramid Head and Maria and I explained it to her and then we cackled and LOLed forever. It was in May 2002, when we were working on a Survival Horror set of websites called Sanctuary. Damn, that was forever ago. I miss her. XD

I got to work from home today -- since the roads were shot to shit and icy and yuck. It was fun to be able to listen to my winampz while working. Of course, again, out of 3500+ songs FOR SOME REASON THE RANDOM LIKES TO GO BACK TO THE SAME ONES. O_O

I think I about finished my wig for the Silent Hill costume this weekend. Heeeeeee!

American Idol was insane last night cause they kept kicking people that the intarnetz thought were going to be finalists. I was so happy that one chick's best friend didn't make it through, "WUT WE DON'T FLIRT WITH BOYZ WHILE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO B WORKIN'" -- instant cut to her flirting with boys the night before when she should've been practicing cause she sounded like ass. HEY GIRL, STFU.

Oooo, winampz just turned on the I AM X. <33 Heee.

Have I mentioned how much I love getting back into old fandoms? gipgipgip. XD

I also forgot to mention awhile back that I was driving back to work from lunch one day and I saw a plate on a car: R SHINRA

Very squee worthy. Muah!

Alright, catching up on the comments and janks tomorrow. My eyelids are like SCREW YOU BITCH, IT'S SLEEP TIME.

EDIT: To all like... two of you on my friendlist who are Myst fanzzzzz -- we know Sirrus and Achenar were screwed in the head royal, but how far do you think they'd go when it came to murder and things of the like. I have ideas in my head for fanthings. But I'm wondering how far to take them. Heeeehehehe. XD

Who knew Scott Stapp could be such a dumb shit? Many thanks to Valval for sending this to me and making me laugh my ass off. MUAH~

It might be from 2005, but it will always be golden. XD